Saying turning to reality...

We have always read that the more you try to hold sand , the tighter u try and holdit, the faster it goes out. Have always heard it, have always read it but today I am feeling it. Don’t know why but in life everything seems to be slipping out of my hand or control. Nothing seems to be working out. Not as if everything was always under my control or wishes but at least I was able to hold myself between all that was happening around me, some of which I was a part and some of which I was a mere audience but still it seemed that I could at least uphold myself in the midst of all the chaos. But now I am kind of tired or maybe disheartened or maybe just plainly disoriented and am kind of crumbling. I don’t want to let go sand because that’s all I have left with me. But as the saying, not able to hold onto this also…

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